Listening to communist music makes me study harder I might just pass college becouse of it. LoL
With all thats happened lately and everyone hating me for no apparent reason all that I can ask myself now is :
Am I a good man ?
So here I am after a month or so of being inactive, and the reason for that would be my studies which took too much time and effort so that I couldn’t focus on anything else in my life but I’m back now.
Anyhow a lot happened in the last month from me passing most of my exams to my bro comming back from out of town. It took most of my strength and focus to pas my exams , I had to study basicaly from dusk till dawn and from dawn tll dusk but I eventually made it. But what realy pissed me off was my college “friends” ripping on me for studying too much and being total dicks in the process. You see they think college is som competition that they need to be better than anyone else so they try to throw me under the bus and sabotage me but they failed , I proved to be to determened and focused on my work that they could not brake me as hard as they tried. Well I learned a big leasson in this college year and that would be ” Do not trust anyone there because they would sell their own mother to pass their tests and be one place higher on that list”.
Damn two faced pricks. But the good thing is over the past mont and a half I have learned so much about people about myself and my limits and next semester I am going to turn them against each other get some popcorn and watch the fireworks. So now I am gona focus on myself go to a gym and workout and enjoy the rest of the summer.
I often call Francis to go out and drink or to get some coffee but he rarely accepts. He always responds with:”I have some previous arrangements”. But he has stopped inviting me to go out with him and his friends.
It seems like I was good to him only when we needed me to study with…
I am really sad because I thought that we had a true friendship.
I should just go and drink by myself!
Thank you for the friendly advice :D
So since i can’t do archery anymore I am looking for something else I could do. I was thinking of Judo but then i realised that some of my old school bullies are doing Judo so it is off the table for now , another factor is that everything is becomming more and more expansive so I’m in this dilema and can’t think of any sports I could do …
Looks like I have another night of studying ahead, but this time I am prepared , I am motivated and I am ready. So on Monday i have two written exams the first one is a very hard maths test and the other is mechanics and statics.
Feeling motivated and hopeful .